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I once had an owner.
His name was Sasuke.
He picked me from a litter of six.
I was the runt.
He made me strong.
He gave me a home.
He gave me love.
I loved him for that.
I loved him for just that.
Him being himself.
When I was older and a little bit of trouble entered me,
Sasuke decided I needed a collar - to calm my wildness.
I behaved. If only for a bit.
He still loved me - maybe even more so for that wild streak.
On my birthday, he gave me that collar.
Brown and soft the collar was.
Shiny and red the tag was.
"Property of Sasu-kitty" the tag read.
I followed him around, loving him to no end.
One day, Sasuke and I fought.
Words were said. Mean words.
If I could take it back, I would!
If I could reverse time, I would!
The next few days, Sasuke changed.
He became cold and aloof, distant.
I wanted to know, what he was thinking.
He told me.
"Naru-fox, I've found a new love."
My heart was broken.
I thought I was the only one to make him smile like that.
All of YouYou lied to me.
You deceived me.
All of you.
You made me feel small.
You made me feel insignificant.
You put me in a position where I thought you were in real danger.
You made me feel weak.
You made me feel like I wasn't strong enough to protect you.
I know that you were pissed at me for not showing up, but that does not give you reason to create HIM!
You lied to me.
Told me things that made me feel angry.
Angry enough to kill the one you created, called, made- up - Jaden.
But wouldn't that kill you?
Yes, it would.
And to those that KNEW about this.
Knew that she was faking...
Why didn't you tell me?
Did you not think that I could handle this?
Because of what you did, YOU made the lies worse.
YOU could have stopped it at the start.
YOU could have prevented all this hell!
YOU could have prevented this mistrust!
YOU could have prevented this from happening.
But instead, you don't tell me.
You helped create this illusion.
You helped create this mistrust that I know harbor with everyone.
Vanguard, Chapter 1: DuncanDuncan's Journal: Day 1288
I consider myself a good man. I respect women, elders, my equals, and the dead. I say a morning prayer, and an evening one. Hell, I even thank the gods for a meal, instead of immediately chowing down in the voracious manner as the other soldiers here do. By all logical means, I should be in paradise. No really, not just because I'm a good man, but also because I should be dead by now. So I ask myself: why, oh gods up there, have I ended up in hell?
1288 days. 1288 days of my life have been spent in this misery, and I'm beginning to lose faith in the glory I was promised. Some of the rookies still live in their ignorant bliss, but I've lived long enough to realize that there's not much glory to find here. “Sing the songs of glory and march into battle—-join The Crusade today!”. Such were the words of the posters The Crusade has spread all over The Mortal Realm. Gullible fools practically stand in line for these songs of glory that th
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